Bring Me...

Bring me no paragon no pearl no rarity

Just bring me your sincerity…

Bring me no lush no lavish fragrance

Just be my mortal’s radiance…

Bring me no exquisite no expensive raiment

Just be my listener eloquent…

Bring me no presents laced with silver ribbons

Bring me promises made in heavens…

Bring me no blossoms whose redolence decay

Bring me moments jocund and gay…

Make to me promises divine

Let your trust in me enshrine…

Let our quintessence entwine

Let our passionate rapture consign…

Let me be you and you be me

Let love soar with wings spread free…

Let love diffuse sempiternal fragrance

And encase us together with its essence…!!!

u still...LOVE HURTING ME!!!

No longer we are together...
nor do i consider you as my lover...

miffed feelings and mind confused...
feels the pain of my soul so very abused...

i don't want to let you go...
but i know you will move on...

and here i stand consumed in thoughts of yours...
which my heart still carefully bores...

gone are the days of my head resting on your shoulder...
and so has gone the promises of growing together older and older...

no more our hands entwined...
but your love...in my heart is still enshrined...

i can still hear the words you whispered to me...
i can still hear your voice singing to me...

how can i still love you after what you did... 
shouldn't i call you an ignoble sordid...???

i try to move on but always lose interest...
how can i put this excruciable pain to rest...???


i still smile with gnawing pains inside my heart...
knowing well that my world has actually fallen apart...


when i am alone often i call out your name...
but the response i get is always the same...


without you my life is full of pain...
Oh!!! my love come back to me again...

Oh!! see what a fool i am or too blind to see may be...
knowing that you STILL LOVE HURTING ME...!!!

AROUSAL....!!!

What keeps you waiting mio amore...
Why this eternal linger to unite
why want to subdue thy burning desires...
and celebrate celibacy in thy beloved's presence???

Free thee from this captivation of thy mortal being and...
unite with me to sample the heavenly honey...!!!

You see..!!!
the entire cosmos awaits for our union...
no more shall we try to calm our ignited souls...
let..let..the night of our love begin...
let our passions grow deep within us...
let me not hide the shadow of my beauty from you...
let my eyes see nothing but u...
let me not fear the untold and uncoil myself in thy arms...
let the rough twine abstracting us whittle down...
let the essence of "complete"sink in me...
as i see u savor me like wine...
let us burn with sensual desire...
you being water and I fire...
let your  ruddy lips taste every drop of ecstasy in me...
let your pardlike beauty and vigor...
arouse such tempest in me...
that only thy amorous touch may satiate me...
let us be two sweated bodies with panting breath...
trying vigorously to be one...
let this pain of pleasure burn us so...
that even IRENE retires to bring us peace...

Let this conjugation be of such profundity...
that even TIME cannot defy it...
Let us grant PASSION its due...
and bid celibacy adieu...!!!

TO MY LOST LOVE....!!!

Without you...
my days are worrisome heavy and distressful 

my nights are...
long awake and alert

the morning sun fails to add hue to my wan cheeks...
nor does the bird tweet a merry strain...
to reinvigorate my dormant soul...
shrouded in thoughts of yours....

my days seem no less than an endless
meandering river knowing...
that there exists no hope 
of communion with the sea....

the twilight imbues a purple tint to the entire world...
but retires to fetch shades of felicity
to my long weary life...
leaving me numb and pensive...

the night falls and the stars twinkle at me
but no longer to rear passions of honey or ecstasy...
but to share perpetual temper of melancholy...
mantled with infinite sensation of departure of my BELOVED!!!

Oh inevitable silence!!!
i prithee you to show me thy mercy
and maketh me...
a part of thy persona....

this anguish of separation 
allows me no more bliss....
no longer repose nor thy serenity...
dwells in my pallid life....

only regret,grief and melancholy 
encapsulate my days...
bringing dark clouds of tempest...
which shroud my days forever...

they scorn laugh and mimic...
at my predicament...
leaving me with no other prime than...
DEMISE....

hence all i pray to THEE is to LAUREL me...
with the TIARA of  DEATH...
and ASSIGN me...
HEAVENLY SLUMBER FOR ETERNITY!!!

QUESTIONS............UNANSWERED

Is it only sufficient to be my guardian...???
Is it only comfortable to be my social identity...???
Is it only adequate to be my provider...???
Is it only decent to be the sole authority of my beauty....???
the unchallenged the undisputed keeper of my peach...
Is it only enough to be my erotic partner...
leaving your malicious imprints on my flesh...???

Ain't there need for u to become my confederate...
to become a part of my identity...???
Ain't there any need for u to become my listener...
my soul mate my copulate my lover...???

Why do i get devoured to u every night...
torn apart in pieces.....
treated as a piece of flesh waiting to be sampled
by a savage beast......???

Why is it that the nights you bask you love...
seem like endless dark caverns
where i am getting lost...
knowing no way to trace back...???

Why does my communion with you...
seem like a cursed death bed...
tormenting torturing...
whose spell i can't dispel...???

Why does the chastity of my soul...
gets flinched gets tortured
gets violated gets marred
by your cannibal like touch...???

Is that all you ask from me...???
Is that all I deserve from you...???
Is my identity to you of any importance..???
Is my being actually of any effect to your being...???
Do i exist as a separate entity in your life...???
Or am i i that ignoble that trivial that petty that frivolous....
that u deny me existence...???

Why do i always put up with u
why do i succumb to those oppressive situations perpetrated by your
wishful fancy....
why do you intimidate me
why do you impel me to have non consensual sex...
why...why...???!!!!

DON'T stay put...
DON'T remain hush
DON'T cast yourself in a mould  of numbness...
SPEAK UP I SAY...
SPEAK UP!!!!
Have U NO ANSWER to my anguish...???
have U NO CLARIFICATION  for your nuisance...???
NO CLEARING on your part for that savage conduct of yours...???

Why do you muffle yourself now???
OH my beloved!!!
my master
my superior my dominate
my so called love.....

LISTEN!!!!
there exists no shroud in this cosmos which can pall your sins
your merciless actions
your ruth where no ruth  existed!!!
There is none in this nature and there will be none!!!

you........whom i am strained
to consider as my divine lover
as my elysian protector....
ANSWER ME...!!!
RESPOND....I SAY !!!  RESPOND
DON'T STAY MUTE!!!
DON'T STAY MUTE!!!
I PRITHEE .....DON'T STAY MUTE!!!!

PRAYER........TO EVOLVE!!!

Here I come....afore ye
no more to demand thy mercy....
or thy gracious benediction
but to resign myself to thy feet....

Oh!! mighty providence
make me an instrument of thy peace
make me a soothfast disciple
shower upon me thy intensity to swink
imbibe in me thy verve...
that i may brook the oestrus of the Perihelion....
sow in me thy endurance...
that i may walk with divine grace....
and not trudge when thorns glorify my path....
I prithee you to issue such strength in me...
that adversity may incinerate itself...
and obstacles may "endure" ME
and not ME "ENDURE" them

Oh!! mighty soul
i beseech you to impart me with thy holy spirit
that i may sample ...
the caustic with an essence of honey...
Oh!! gracious father
no more I long for respite
no more I long for relief
no more I desire freedom
no more I desire exemption

Oh!! benign voice
drink in me thy faith and thy reason
that i may survive the tides of time...
and unite with thee to be one...!!!